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see ya !

xoxo .

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Overslept and didn't head to school . My annoying brother woke me up at 9 and told me to bath and everything and get ready to go to the hospital to visit papah .
Left at around 12 . Messaged Sya ķeяaшiska , that idiot jiwe ngan i . tk pergi skola . hahahah ~ Okay , reached NUH , went to visit papah . Papah gave me his ring . hahaha ~
Then stayed at NUH till 7 plus and headed to vivo to fetch adek .
Oh , mamah & papah fought . ergh . I hate it when they fight can ?

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Anyway , reached home , came online . My stupid favourite girl , Sya ķeяaшiska online . ahahaha . and out conversations are fucking gerekkkk ~ hahahah . Before we had the name , we were daring each other to put up other "names" . Haha , Like eg : Sya " Sanchiko " , Emy " Toncet " , Sya " Kecyk " , Emy " Esai " . Hahaha ~ damn stupid okayh . Then i dared Fat'hil Fadli to put this : F.Fadli Sanchiko lah seyh !
HahahahH ~ If he dared to put , i'll treat him to a meal . Tempat & food , he decide . But , he still haven't put . Tsk ~ hahahaha ~ Then me & Sya continued our gerek conversation . Best girl came online ^^ Another gerek time ~ Hahahah ~
The Sayukii Online ! hahahah ~ Some stupid thing happened . Ergh . Things that made me stress even more . Hahaha ~ Me & Sya keep talking like idiots .
Ibu ibu bapak bapak , siapa yang punya anak , tolong emy ~ by sya ķeяaшiska .
Pengumuman Pengumuman , Siapa Yang Mau Bantu , Bilang Sya , Sya yg tngh malu ~ by ME ! ;D Idiot btul , sya . Hhahahaha ~ And that song , reminds me of someone . ergh ~ okay . Enough . Anyway , Ahfikkkk came online , hahahaha . Talked about some stuff .
Oh i forgot , Was talking to G about K and i agree with her . hahahahha ~
Sya dah tdo . and i shall soon sleep . I have nothing to blog about . The rest on my onsugar (: Tomorrow , Heading to bazaar again after half day at school with Bella Bestgirl , Her momma & maybe ahfikkkk ~ heehee . Okayh .
I'm dead bored . tsk . My post is so bleak today . Whatever . Oh , ķeяaшiska ( luv ) .

ķeяaшiska independent uh ~

And its pronounced as KEI-RA-WIS-KA . hahahaha ~ Okayh golek .
Nights ~
Half day at school tmrw , lepak , shiok uh ~

xoxo .
HMKF ~

I wrote a song , and i wrote another . Apparently , i've learnt that behind appearances live decietful characters .
Oh well , Fuck you very very much ~
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School was alright , Home Econs is the bombsz . Haha ~
Met Babyg pt bookstore . Then headed to anchorpoint first , bought clothes from cotton on . Jiwe ah jiwe , eh bella !
Hahaha ~ Oh , did i mention that Bella Bestgirl is damn mean to me today ? aahahhaha ! Anyway , after that , headed to bella's crib . Lepaked there . No life seyh . Boring je . hahhaha ~ Oh , i called Ahfik ! hahahahah ! Damn funny ! Ahfik ckp dier nmpk emy mkn popcorn ! hahahahah ! Of all food , popcorn ? hahahahha ~ Ahfik ah ahfik :D
Oh , last night chat , gerek pah ? hahaha ~ Oh , and did i tell you guys that i batal puase today ? My friends lah ! hahahah ~ jadi setan ): ahahahhaha ~
Tkleh tahan seyh . Tk sahur lagi . Haiyooo ~
Anyway , Khai entertained me in the bus ~ :D Headed home alone , cause daddy's in the hospital )):
I'm praying fr you , papah .I love you )))':
Okayh , thats it . Be blogging on my onsugar with peektures . Stay tuned !

xoxo .

Your lies made my heart break a thousand million times more .
Thanks alot .

Something's up with S .
I'm not the type to get really pissed and turn very violent . but i can't take it already . My tears are streaming , my heart is aching and i feel like giving you a fucking piece of my mind .

If anything , ANYTHING happens to her , kau jage diri eh . I won't let you off for turning her like this ! I fucking won't . I swear your fucking plastic face will break if i ever get to you . And i don't give a damn about what will happen to me , cause if her life comes to bits , so will yours . What you said to her , she didn't forget , and neither will i . You wait , ADE PERGI ADE BALIK eh , girl . Why did you fucking have to rub salt into her wound ! You think its fun , don't you ! You and your fucking plastic posse , Going on bringing others down . You think you're seriously big ? NEWSFLASH , Big or not , its just status . AND YOU'RE SO PROUD . That pride will bring you down , my dear . Pride comes before a fall . Take note . You better takecare . if anything happens , your life will be the most miserable one EVER , i give you my promise on that !

Fucker .

xoxo

Blogger is a bitch for not allowing me to post pictures . TOTALBITCH = Blooger . Mfka .
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I'm sitting in my room , many thoughts in my head .
Many people have caught my eye , but only one person caught my heart .
He makes me think all day , he makes me smile all night , even when i'm sleeping .
Although he annoys the crap outta me , i'm still in delight .
Everytime , i stare at my phone , awaiting his text or call .
And when he does , i smile so wide , that my cheeks began to hurt a pain far worst more .
He gives me this tingly feeling , something i very much look foward to .
He makes me melt deep inside , with his voice and his awesome smile ,
i swear , i'm blewn .
I must admit , i'm infatuated , although some might think i'm obessesed .
Is it of fault , that i am so taken in , by him , i do retest .
Now i'm just waiting , for him to say , that he wants me more , than a affiliate .
So once again , the thoughts race through my head ,
yearning for that day .

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On a lighter note , I had a great time today (:
Met ALEP at Jurong East , and he said my muke laen . Gaga ~ Okay , then left for Geylang Serai .
Yknw the bazaar ? Yes . that one :D I was supposed to look for my baju kebaya for raye , BUT , nothing caught my eye . Alep goodboy , hahaha ! He puase yknw ! gagaga ~
BUTTTTTT .... nothing . I know you know (; And Alep , Likes to kacau org , yknw . Keep calling me kecik . gah ~
I knw i'm short ^^ , no i'm petite okay (: Alep is a gala ~ hahahah ~
We walked around , till it was almost time to break fast . Yes , i fasted today , got problem ? Cehceh . ( even if i fast or not , you guys no need to start yapping , my life , i do what i want , you can go fuck your own life . )
We walk walk walk like nobodies business like that , alep forgot where the hell joochiat road was . Hahaha ~ Then we finally found it while walking randomly . Supposed to eat at the joochiat food court , but tempat full ! Org dah chop . Gah ~ Then we walked even more ... (tsk) and landed up at some foodcourt . The place near the malay stores were full so we sat down at the chinese stalls part . People stare like never see before like that . Ordered some chicken rice , THAT CHICKEN RICE AH ! Walao eh . Chicken Rice Tk Menjadi ah tu . Semue tulang saje . No meat at all. Alep ordered some idk . haahhahaha ~ Okay , Buke puasa , dah . then started eating , i ate only the rice & chilli . No meat , how to eat chicken !! Suck on the bones isit ?! Gah ~ Okay , after buka puasa , alep went to isap rokok , tsktsktsk , badboy :DDDD Hahahahah ~ Then he showed me some songs . Then after that , he wanted to buy Gorend Pisang , gaga ~ BUT , his friend called . Something cropped up . Trained to bukit batok . On the way , alep kacau people in the mrt . Kecohhhhh ~ hhahahahah ~ But still , emy sayang dier kan ? gaga ~ Reached bukit batok , bid goodbye and i left for home . Now i'm hoping Alep's fine . Sigh , i miss that kecoh goondu who bit my cheek . PAIN SIAH ! ):
Gaga ~

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Yes , the above poem is referring to Alep . Who else ?

xoxo .